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※※※ Lissa

The city smelled different. Or maybe I was different. The air was thicker here. It wasn’t the crisp, sterile pine of the Alps. It was alive, dirty, and familiar in a way that felt like a punch to the gut.

I came back two days early. No fanfare. No announcement. Just a black sedan from the airport to the house I grew up in. It looked smaller. Or I’d grown too large for it.

I found him in the living room, in his usual wingback chair by the fireplace, a book open on his lap. He wasn’t really reading. He was waiting. He looked older. The lines around his eyes were deeper, the silver at his temples more pronounced.

He looked up as I entered, and for a fleeting second, I saw it—the same flicker of something I’d seen on his face in Switzerland. Not horror this time. Relief, maybe. And a deep, unspoken sorrow.

“My beautiful daughter has returned,” he said, his voice a soft rumble. He closed the book. “How was the flight?”

“It was good, Father. Good to be back.” The words were automatic and polite. The distance between us, physically just a few feet, felt like a canyon.

I didn’t sit. I remained standing, my posture straight, hands loose at my sides. A soldier reporting. “The reason I’m here... I will not be moving back in.”

He didn’t look surprised. He just nodded slowly, gesturing for me to continue.

“I need to find my place. I will run my dealings like I promised. Until you step down. But I want to open my own storefront. A legitimate front. Something clean.” I scratched at my brow, an old nervous habit I thought I’d trained out of myself. It was back. “And I need the four months’ break you promised me when you came to visit.”

He leaned back, rubbing a hand over his jaw, the stubble making a soft, sandpaper sound. “Ah. Yes.” He let out a long breath. “Lissa... I love you. And I will do what you need. I told you... I never wanted it to go that far with the training. And...” He trailed off, his eyes dropping to the cold fireplace. He didn’t finish the sentence. He didn’t need to. The memory of the video hung between us, a ghost in the room.

He looked back up, his gaze firming. “Fine. I will give you the break. Four months. No family business. Just... you. But you stay safe. And please,” his voice softened, almost pleading, “come eat with me and your mother at least once a month.”

“I will, Father.” The concession felt like a victory, hollow and brittle. I stepped forward, leaned down, and pressed a dry kiss to his cheek. His skin was cool. He didn’t reach for me.

I said a brief, formal goodbye to my mother in the sunroom, where she was arranging orchids with trembling hands. She hugged me too tightly, her perfume a cloud of gardenias and regret. I extricated myself gently.

Then I was free.

I drove the sedan straight to the custom bike shop downtown. My new toys were waiting. A blood-red Ducati Panigale V4, a snarling piece of Italian engineering that looked like violence sculpted into metal. And, for the penthouse garage I’d already secured, a Dodge Hellcat in the same lurid, defiant red. I had the car keys but told them to deliver it. The bike was for now.

I swung a leg over the Ducati. The engine growled to life beneath me, a predatory vibration that traveled up my spine. This was a different beast from the old Triumph. This was no nostalgic cruiser. This was a statement.

For now, my transformation needs to start.

I had a bear to poke.

The salon was in SoHo, exclusive, expensive, and discreet. I didn’t want a subtle change. I wanted a demolition.

“All of it,” I told the stylist, a man named Felix with sharp eyes and sharper scissors. I pointed to my hair, which fell in its natural, dark chestnut waves past my shoulders. The hair of a good daughter. The hair of the girl who left.

“What are we thinking, darling?” Felix asked, already assessing.

“Bright. Pillar-box red. And cut it.” I gestured to my collarbone. “Here. Sharp.”

His eyebrows rose, but he smiled. A real smile, not a polite one. He saw a project. A canvas. “Oh, we are making a statement today. I love it.”

Three hours later, I looked in the mirror. The woman staring back was a stranger. The hair was a shocking, vibrant red, cut in a sharp, angled bob that kissed my jawline. It was severe. It was bold. It was a warning flag. The dark, solemn Alissa was gone, replaced by someone who looked like she could start a fire just by walking into a room.

I rode the Ducati through the gathering dusk, the engine screaming my arrival back to a city that might not recognize me. I didn’t go to my new penthouse. I had one more stop.

My phone buzzed in my pocket. A single, coded message from a burner number I’d acquired. The fight schedule for The Crucible tonight. It was just a list of names, times, and odds.

And there it was, near the top of the featured bouts:MAIN EVENT: CROSS vs. THE REAPER.

A slow, cold smile touched my lips. The bear was in his cave. And I was done hibernating.

I sent a reply, not to the burner, but to a very specific, very private number. The message was simple, devoid of salutation or signature. Just facts.

The Crucible. Tonight. 11 PM. Be there. Or don’t. Your choice.

I didn’t wait for a response. I gunned the Ducati’s engine, the red streak of me cutting through the twilight, heading downtown. The girl who had left was dead. The soldier had returned. And her first mission was not business. It was personal.

The transformation was complete. Now, it was time for the reveal.

The shadows at the back of the upper platform at The Crucible were thick enough to swim in. I stood perfectly still, a silhouette against the grimy brick wall, my new red hair a dull ember in the gloom. I wasn’t here to be seen. Not yet. This was reconnaissance. I needed to see the terrain, feel the rhythm of this place that had been his world for four years while I was in my alpine cage. I needed to see how long I could drag the tension out before I stepped into the light.

The smell was the same. The roar of the crowd was a physical thing, a wave that hit you in the chest. It was all so familiar, and yet I was a stranger here now. A ghost in red.

I didn’t have to wait long for my first piece on the board to arrive.

Klaus appeared at the top of the metal stairs, his grey eyes scanning the crowd with casual ownership before finding me in the dark. That familiar, smug smile touched his lips as he sauntered over. He looked good. Older. More sure of himself. The Russian prince in his natural, gritty habitat.

“Damn, girl,” he breathed, his voice cutting through the din. He didn’t hesitate. His hand came up, fingers threading through my sharp crimson bob. “Ooo, loving the hair. Bold.” He leaned in, brushing his lips against my cheek in a proprietary kiss. His cologne was expensive, out of place here, and a statement in itself.

“I missed you too,” I said, offering him a smile. It was the truth, in a way. He was the one person from that world I could always work with. Our understanding was crystalline: he wanted the Damingo alliance solidified for the day he took over his father’s empire. In return, I got a powerful, calculating ally. I knew he wanted more. There was a heat in his gaze that wasn’t just political. A part of me recognized it, a dormant echo. But that part wasn’t ready. Might never be. I wasn’t a gift to be given.

“So,” he said, leaning against the railing beside me, his shoulder brushing mine. “What is the agenda? Who am I playing today, Lissa?”

“It’s not just today,” I said, my eyes still scanning the pit below. “I will need you for the time that you are here. I’m here to poke a bear.” I finally looked at him, letting a cold, sharp smile touch my lips. “I want to see how far I can push him.”

His eyes glinted with understanding and amusement. “Ah. So tonight, I have a role?”

“You have permission to touch me. Claim me. Make it convincing. Till I get what I want.”

He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a murmur against my ear. “Mmmh. Does that include kissing?”

I held his gaze, the noise of the crowd fading to a buzz. “I will allow it. But only when he is looking.”

A slow, predatory grin spread across his face. “Oh, so this is about Cross, then. Okay. I’ll make it work.” He understood the game perfectly. It was his native language.

“He’s up next,” I said, nodding towards the pit where the current fight was ending in a brutal knockout. “Get us a drink and come keep me company.”

I didn’t like using him like this. It felt transactional, cold. But the truth was, we both benefited. The people here—rivals, allies, and informants—would see Klaus Novak with me, his hands on me, and they would know the Damingo-Novak alliance was not just secure; it was intimate. That’s what my father had wanted all along. Befriend the Russians. It was good for business. Tonight, I was just making the abstract painfully, publicly concrete.

Klaus returned with two glasses of neat vodka. We stood in the shadows, sipping the clear, burning liquid as the pit was cleared. Then the announcer’s voice boomed.

“MAIN EVENT! For the undisputed heavyweight title of the underground... put your hands together for THE REAPER... and your defending champion... CROOOOOSS!”

The crowd erupted. And there he was.

He emerged from the fighter’s entrance, not with a swagger but with a lethal, focused calm. He wore the black leather jacket with The Crucible crest, but he shrugged it off as he entered the pit, handing it to one of his crew.

Underneath, he was bare-chested, wearing only fight shorts. His body was a map of four more years of violence—new scars layered over old, his muscles harder and more defined, his tattoos a darker, more extensive tapestry. But it was his face that held me. The same sharp angles, the same intense focus, but the boyishness was utterly gone. His eyes, even from this distance, looked like chips of obsidian. Empty. Cold.

The anger and rage I had buried, compartmentalized, came rushing back in a scalding torrent. It wasn’t the hot, messy anger of heartbreak. This was colder, sharper. A fury at what he’d done, at what he’d become, at what he’d forced me to become. I watched as he fought.

He was better. So much better. The raw talent had been honed into a terrifying science. He moved with an economical, brutal efficiency. He took down a man twice his size, “The Reaper,” not with wild swings but with precise, shattering blows to joints and a chokehold applied with clinical detachment. It wasn’t a fight; it was a dissection. The crowd loved it. They chanted his name. Cross. Cross. Cross.

He won. Of course he won. He stood in the center of the pit, chest heaving, blood—not his own—smeared across his ribs, and raised a fist. The roar was deafening. He was king here. A king of filth and violence.

After, he didn’t leave. He went to the bar near the edge of the pit, accepting a towel and a bottle of water from his crew. He was holding court. And then, I felt it.

His eyes. Scanning the crowd. Looking for threats, for opportunities. They passed over the shadowed platform once, twice... and then they stopped. On me.

Even across the distance, through the smoke and the strobe lights, I felt the impact. A jolt of pure, electric recognition. His body went still. The bottle halted halfway to his lips. His gaze locked onto mine. I didn’t look away. I let him see the red hair, the sharp cut, the cold, assessing stare. Let him see the ghost he’d created, now dressed in fire.

That’s when Klaus moved.

“Time to play,” he murmured, his voice a velvet threat in my ear.

He pulled me back into him, his body solid against mine. His hand didn’t go to my waist. It slid down, over the waistband of my leather pants, his fingers slipping under my belt, between the leather and my skin, his grip possessive and intimate on my lower abdomen. He tilted my head back with his other hand, exposing my throat.

His lips trailed down the column of my neck, a slow, deliberate burn. A shiver that had nothing to do with the cold and everything to do with sensation, long denied, ripped through me. I felt my body arch slightly into his touch, a traitorous response. I smiled, forcing a cool edge into my voice. “You’re playing this game a little too well.”

He chuckled, the vibration against my throat. He dragged his lips back up to my ear. “You said to play the part. I am claiming you.” His voice dropped to a whisper only I could hear. “And he looks... interested.” Then his grip tightened, pulling me harder against him. “And if I could have my way,” he breathed, the words a dark, delicious poison, “I wouldn’t just play the part. I’d fuck you right here until you forgot his name.”

He released me just as abruptly, spinning me around to face him. Before I could process the threat or the promise, his mouth was on mine.

The kiss wasn’t gentle. It was a conquest. Dominant, skilled, and devastatingly effective. I should have stopped him. Pushed him away. But I was too invested. The part of me that was playing the game and the part of me that was starved for any feeling after years of numbness collided. My hands came up, not to push, but to clutch at the front of his shirt, holding on as he plundered my mouth. The taste of vodka and Klaus and raw, uncomplicated want was a shock to my system. For a few dizzying seconds, I kissed him back.

When we finally pulled apart, breathing ragged, the world snapped back into focus. The noise. The lights. The crowd.

And the eyes.

Enzo was no longer at the bar. He had moved. He was closer now, standing at the base of the metal stairs leading up to the platform, his expression unreadable but his entire body radiating a tension so severe it seemed to warp the air around him.

Klaus saw it too. He gave a low, satisfied laugh. “We need to leave,” he said, his voice rough. “Now is the perfect time.”

He took my hand, his grip firm, and dragged me towards the opposite exit, away from the stairs, away from Enzo. I followed, my blood roaring in my ears, the taste of Klaus still on my lips, the searing image of Enzo’s frozen stare burned into my mind.

We burst out into the cold night air of the alley. I leaned against the brick wall, dragging in deep, cleansing breaths, trying to get the blood to return to my brain to think.

Klaus stood in front of me, his eyes gleaming in the dim light. “Saturday. 9 PM. Bike race. Pink slips. Out at the old airstrip past the docks. There’s a black and purple ninja from some guy called Bucky. I want that bike.” He reached out, tucking my red hair behind my ear, his touch now gentle, almost tender. “Meet me there. Bring the Hellcat. I want to see Enzo—aka ‘Shadow’—race.”

He was giving me the next move. A public spectacle. A direct challenge to Enzo’s other kingdom—the world of speed and bikes. Klaus wasn’t just playing his part; he was orchestrating the entire game, upping the stakes, and enjoying every second of it.

I looked at him, this handsome, dangerous prince who was all too willing to be my weapon and my provocation. I nodded slowly. “I’ll be there.”

He smiled, leaned in, and pressed one last, soft kiss to my forehead. “Good. Now go home, krasivaya (beautiful). Your bear is well and truly poked. Let’s see if he growls.”

He melted back into the shadows of the alley, leaving me alone in the cold. I touched my lips, still tingling. Then I looked back towards the heavy door of The Crucible. The bear wasn’t just poked. It was wounded. And a wounded bear was the most dangerous kind.

I walked to my Ducati, the red machine waiting like a loyal beast. The game was in motion. And for the first time in four years, I felt truly, terrifyingly alive.

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Hi all, how do we feel about Klaus... do we think it’s serious or just for play? This chapter is a bit longer. Happy reading.

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