14 must-read nonfiction books like At Your Own Risk by Derek Jarman

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At Your Own Risk

By: Derek Jarman

4.32

Format: 144 pages, Paperback

British filmmaker, author, AIDS activist, and all-around cultural upstart, Jarman has written a mov…

"How to survive as a reasonably intact human being undamaged by popular preconceptions and misconceptions? It has been a long uphill battle."

-Derek Jarman, At Your Own Risk

"How to survive as a reasonably intact human being undamaged by popular preconceptions and misconceptions? It has been a long uphill battle."

-Derek Jarman, At Your Own Risk

If you liked the nonfiction plot in At Your Own Risk by Derek Jarman , here is a list of 14 books like this:

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1. Where I Was From

By: Joan Didion

3.87

Format: 240 pages, Paperback

In her moving and insightful new book, Joan Didion reassesses parts of her life, her work, her hist… read more

Similar categories in Joan Didion's Where I Was From book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • history
  • biography
  • memoir
  • autobiography
  • biography memoir
  • nonfiction
"There is no real way to deal with everything we lose."

-Joan Didion, Where I Was From

"The past could be jettisoned . . . but seeds got carried."

-Joan Didion, Where I Was From

"Remember, never take no cutoffs and hurry along as fast as you can."

-Joan Didion, Where I Was From

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2. À l'ami qui ne m'a pas sauvé la vie

By: Hervé Guibert

3.98

Format: 282 pages, Mass Market Paperback

«J'ai eu le sida pendant trois mois. Plus exactement, j'ai cru pendant trois mois que j'étais conda… read more

Similar categories in Hervé Guibert's À l'ami qui ne m'a pas sauvé la vie book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt
"Muzil passa une matinée à l'hôpital pour faire des examens, il me raconta à quel point le corps, il l'avait oublié, lancé dans les circuits médicaux, perd toute identité, ne reste plus qu'un paquet d…"

-Hervé Guibert, À l'ami qui ne m'a pas sauvé la vie

"maintenant qu'il connaissait cette douleur Muzil la craignait par-dessus tout, ça se lisait désormais dans son oeil la panique d'une souffrance qui n'est plus maîtrisée à l'intérieur du corps mais pr…"

-Hervé Guibert, À l'ami qui ne m'a pas sauvé la vie

"Dans la cour de l'hôpital éclairée par ce soleil de juin qui devenait la pire injure au malheur, je compris, pour la première fois car quand Stéphane l'avait dit je n'avais pas voulu le croire, que M…"

-Hervé Guibert, À l'ami qui ne m'a pas sauvé la vie

"Je n'ai jamais si peu souffert que depuis que je sais que j'ai le sida, je suis très attentig aux manifestations de la progression du virus, il me semble connaître la cartographie de ses colonisation…"

-Hervé Guibert, À l'ami qui ne m'a pas sauvé la vie

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3. The Society of the Spectacle

By: Donald Nicholson-Smith , Guy Debord

4.02

Format: 160 pages, Paperback

Few works of political and cultural theory have been as enduringly provocative as Guy Debord's The … read more

Similar categories in Donald Nicholson-Smith's The Society of the Spectacle book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction
  • history
"Like lost children we live our unfinished adventures."

-Donald Nicholson-Smith, The Society of the Spectacle

"The more powerful the class, the more it claims not to exist."

-Donald Nicholson-Smith, The Society of the Spectacle

"La réalité du temps a été remplacée par la publicité du temps."

-Donald Nicholson-Smith, The Society of the Spectacle

"Spectacle is the sun that never sets over the empire of modern passivity"

-Donald Nicholson-Smith, The Society of the Spectacle

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4. Annie John

By: Jamaica Kincaid

3.71

Format: 160 pages, Paperback

Annie John is a haunting and provocative story of a young girl growing up on the island of Antigua.… read more

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"Like father like son, like mother like daughter!"

-Jamaica Kincaid, Annie John

"I began to feel alternately too big and too small. First, I grew so big that I took up the whole street; then I grew so small that nobody could see me — not even if I cried out."

-Jamaica Kincaid, Annie John

"I went back to my cabin and lay down on my berth. Everything trembled as if it had a spring at its very center. I could hear the small waves lap-lapping around the ship. They made an unexpected sound…"

-Jamaica Kincaid, Annie John

"She smelled sometimes of lemons, sometimes of sage, sometimes of roses, sometimes of bay leaf. At times I would no longer hear what it was she was saying; I just liked to look at her mouth as it open…"

-Jamaica Kincaid, Annie John

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5. A Natural

By: Ross Raisin

3.71

Format: 352 pages, Hardcover

Tom has always known exactly the person he is going to be. A successful footballer. A man others lo… read more

Similar categories in Ross Raisin's A Natural book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt
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6. Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration

By: David Wojnarowicz

4.48

Format: 288 pages, Paperback

In Close to the Knives, David Wojnarowicz gives us an important and timely document: a collection o… read more

Similar categories in David Wojnarowicz's Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • biography
  • memoir
  • gay
  • lgbt
  • biography memoir
  • nonfiction
  • queer
"I carry silence like a blood-filled egg."

-David Wojnarowicz, Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration

"When they invented the car they invented the collision and the darkness of what time leads the willing body to do."

-David Wojnarowicz, Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration

"I crawled through the walls of every social taboo I could come across. I wanted to celebrate everything we are denied through structure of laws or physical force. I just did it quietly and anonymousl…"

-David Wojnarowicz, Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration

"I wanted to be physically erased and start over again. I didn’t want to be here. I didn’t want to be there. I guess I wanted to be nowhere, I wanted to listen to my brain talk inside of nothingness. …"

-David Wojnarowicz, Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration

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7. Maurice

By: E.M. Forster

3.65

Format: None pages, Paperback

Set in the elegant Edwardian world of Cambridge undergraduate life, this story by a master novelist… read more

Similar categories in E.M. Forster's Maurice book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt
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8. In the Shadow of the American Dream: The Diaries of David Wojnarowicz

By: David Wojnarowicz , Amy Scholder

3.00

Format: 126 pages, Paperback

Few artists have captured the emotional, sexual, and political chaos of modern urban life as percep… read more

Similar categories in David Wojnarowicz's In the Shadow of the American Dream: The Diaries of David Wojnarowicz book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • biography
  • memoir
  • lgbt
  • nonfiction
  • queer
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9. My Father and Myself

By: None , J.R. Ackerley

3.50

Format: None pages, Paperback

When his father died, J. R. Ackerley was shocked to discover that he had led a secret life. And aft… read more

Similar categories in None's My Father and Myself book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • biography
  • memoir
  • gay
  • lgbt
  • biography memoir
  • nonfiction
  • queer
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10. In the Absence of Men

By: Philippe Besson , Frank Wynne

4.19

Format: 384 pages,

read more

Similar categories in Philippe Besson's In the Absence of Men book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt

11. The Incal

By: Brian Michael Bendis , Alejandro Jodorowsky , Mœbius , Justin Kelly , None

3.52

Format: 257 pages, Hardcover

John Difool, a low-class detective in a degenerate dystopian world, finds his life turned upside do… read more

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12. Against The Law

By: Peter Wildeblood

3.40

Format: None pages,

A riveting account of what it meant to be a homosexual in 1950s Britain, by a central figure in the… read more

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13. The Waterfront Journals

By: David Wojnarowicz

3.68

Format: 330 pages, Hardcover

Before his death from AIDS in 1992, David Wojnarowicz became known in the 1980s as an outspoken AID… read more

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14. Zami: A New Spelling of My Name

By: Audre Lorde

3.88

Format: 96 pages, Paperback

ZAMI is a fast-moving chronicle. From the author's vivid childhood memories in Harlem to her coming… read more

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15. Regarding the Pain of Others

By: Susan Sontag

3.28

Format: 5 pages, Paperback

Twenty-five years after her classic On Photography, Susan Sontag returns to the subject of visual r… read more

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16. Walking Through Clear Water in a Pool Painted Black

By: Cookie Mueller

4.49

Format: 151 pages, Paperback

Cookie trips through her forty-year odyssey on this planet—from LSD to shopping at the A&P, from bi… read more

Similar categories in Cookie Mueller's Walking Through Clear Water in a Pool Painted Black book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • biography
  • memoir
  • lgbt
  • biography memoir
  • nonfiction
  • queer

17. London Triptych

By: Jonathan Kemp

3.59

Format: 32 pages, Paperback

Jack Rose begins his apprenticeship as a rent boy with Alfred Taylor in the 1890s, and finds a life… read more

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18. The Garden Against Time: In Search of a Common Paradise

By: Olivia Laing

4.07

Format: 336 pages, Hardcover

In 2020, Olivia Laing began to restore a walled garden in Suffolk, an overgrown Eden of unusual pla… read more

Similar categories in Olivia Laing's The Garden Against Time: In Search of a Common Paradise book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction
  • history
  • memoir
"One of the operations by which capitalism perpetuates itself is displacement, the determined and absolute separation of the product from the site of production, so that when we buy petrol or peat fro…"

-Olivia Laing, The Garden Against Time: In Search of a Common Paradise

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19. Mamut

By: Eva Baltasar

3.58

Format: 148 pages, Paperback

La protagonista de Mamut és una dona arcaica atrapada en la vida moderna. El seu medi és la ciutat,… read more

Similar categories in Eva Baltasar's Mamut book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • lgbt
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20. The New Life

By: Tom Crewe

3.77

Format: 392 pages, Hardcover

Two Victorian marriages, two dangerous love affairs, one extraordinary partnership . . .London, 189… read more

Similar categories in Tom Crewe's The New Life book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt
"Science requires a rational audience."

-Tom Crewe, The New Life

"True development does not respect comfort."

-Tom Crewe, The New Life

"We British are used to being ruthless, of course, but only the men. The women aren't. We don't grab. We shouldn't . But we have to, to make some room for ourselves."

-Tom Crewe, The New Life

"...John wondered if she would ever be so unthinkingly imperious again; whether her childish powers of command would survive the dislocation from home, the knowledge of her smallness in the greater wo…"

-Tom Crewe, The New Life

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21. 100 Boyfriends

By: Brontez Purnell

3.76

Format: 192 pages, Paperback

An irreverent, sensitive, and inimitable look at gay dysfunction through the eyes of a cult hero … read more

Similar categories in Brontez Purnell's 100 Boyfriends book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt
"You never stop looking like art to me"

-Brontez Purnell, 100 Boyfriends

"I, being what one therapist jokingly referred to as a “clinical sex addict,"

-Brontez Purnell, 100 Boyfriends

"I had fucked enough boys with Catholic damage to know that if he's wearing a crucifix, he's definitely a ho."

-Brontez Purnell, 100 Boyfriends

"My only desire is to be desired. I feel like the whole equation cancels itself out and what it really means is I have no will—I can (at will) rip out all sense of self just so a boy can have one more…"

-Brontez Purnell, 100 Boyfriends

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22. Parade

By: Rachel Cusk

3.70

Format: 198 pages, Hardcover

From the exhilarating mind of Rachel Cusk, author of the Outline trilogy, Parade disturbs and defin… read more

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"He knew that [his work] embodied change, and he wasn’t interested in change. He was interested in the fragments that change leaves behind in its storming passage toward the future."

-Rachel Cusk, Parade

"Not to be understood is effectively to be silenced, but not understanding can in its turn legitimise that silence, can illuminate one’s own unknowability. Art is the pact of individuals denying socie…"

-Rachel Cusk, Parade

"Sanity and insanity were not opposites but rather were the two faces of inanimate matter, the point at which the existence of consciousness can get no further in breaking down the existence of substa…"

-Rachel Cusk, Parade

"The impulse to have a child is very often a response to the woman’s own childhood, as though her childhood has left her incomplete, or has taken a part of her that she is driven to find again. The st…"

-Rachel Cusk, Parade

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23. Winter Recipes from the Collective

By: Louise Glück

3.99

Format: 46 pages, Hardcover

The 2020 Nobel Prize winner Louise Glück's thirteenth book is among her most haunting. Here as in t… read more

Similar categories in Louise Glück's Winter Recipes from the Collective book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction
"If you can't read, my sister said, can you be happy?"

-Louise Glück, Winter Recipes from the Collective

"The part of life devoted to contemplation was at odds with the part committed to action."

-Louise Glück, Winter Recipes from the Collective

"I have never been much good with living things. Brightness and darkness I do rather well with."

-Louise Glück, Winter Recipes from the Collective

"Obviously my mind is not what it was, she said. Most of my facts have disappeared, but certain underlying principles have been in consequence exposed with surprising clarity."

-Louise Glück, Winter Recipes from the Collective

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24. Sabrina

By: Nick Drnaso

3.83

Format: 204 pages, Hardcover

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Rate your overall mood from 1 to 5, 1 being poor. R… read more

Similar categories in Nick Drnaso's Sabrina book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

"There you are."

-Nick Drnaso, Sabrina

"Just remember that crisis leads to opportunity."

-Nick Drnaso, Sabrina

"A lot of people are able to turn their grief into something positive. Maybe you’re destined for some kind of job in law enforcement."

-Nick Drnaso, Sabrina

"What if an American citizen needs to disappear, for reasons that might never be revealed to you, and you are involved, even peripherally, in the plot? Are you willing to participate in a crime like t…"

-Nick Drnaso, Sabrina

Cover of Can the Monster Speak? A Report to an Academy of Psychoanalysts by Paul B. Preciado

25. Can the Monster Speak? A Report to an Academy of Psychoanalysts

By: Paul B. Preciado

4.26

Format: 88 pages, Paperback

In November 2019, Paul B. Preciado was invited to speak in front of 3,500 psychoanalysts at the Éco… read more

Similar categories in Paul B. Preciado's Can the Monster Speak? A Report to an Academy of Psychoanalysts book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction
  • queer
  • lgbt
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26. Dykette

By: Jenny Fran Davis

2.96

Format: 320 pages, Hardcover

An addictive, absurd, and darkly hilarious debut novel about a young woman who embarks on a ten-day… read more

Similar categories in Jenny Fran Davis's Dykette book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • gay
  • lgbt
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27. Ghost Image

By: Hervé Guibert

4.14

Format: 170 pages, Paperback

Besides writing fiction and personal essays, Hervé Guibert devoted his tragically brief life to the… read more

Similar categories in Hervé Guibert's Ghost Image book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • queer
  • nonfiction
  • memoir
  • lgbt
Cover of At Your Own Risk by Derek Jarman

28. At Your Own Risk

By: Derek Jarman

4.32

Format: 144 pages, Paperback

British filmmaker, author, AIDS activist, and all-around cultural upstart, Jarman has written a mov… read more

Similar categories in Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • history
  • biography
  • memoir
  • gay
  • lgbt
  • film
  • autobiography
  • biography memoir
  • nonfiction
  • queer
"How to survive as a reasonably intact human being undamaged by popular preconceptions and misconceptions? It has been a long uphill battle."

-Derek Jarman, At Your Own Risk

Cover of A Last Supper of Queer Apostles: Selected Essays (Penguin Classics) by Pedro Lemebel

29. A Last Supper of Queer Apostles: Selected Essays (Penguin Classics)

By: Pedro Lemebel

4.56

Format: 272 pages, Paperback

A galvanizing look at life on the margins of society by a crowning figure of Latin America's queer … read more

Similar categories in Pedro Lemebel's A Last Supper of Queer Apostles: Selected Essays (Penguin Classics) book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction
  • history
  • queer
  • lgbt
Cover of Pier Groups: Art and Sex Along the New York Waterfront by Jonathan Weinberg

30. Pier Groups: Art and Sex Along the New York Waterfront

By: Jonathan Weinberg

4.48

Format: 232 pages, Hardcover

In 1970s New York City, the abandoned piers of the Hudson River became a site for extraordinary wor… read more

Similar categories in Jonathan Weinberg's Pier Groups: Art and Sex Along the New York Waterfront book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction
  • gay
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31. Derek Jarman: Protest!

By: Sean Kissane

4.69

Format: 320 pages, Hardcover

Derek Jarman was a very English rebel, a maverick and radical artist whose unique and distinctive v… read more

Similar categories in Sean Kissane's Derek Jarman: Protest! book and Derek Jarman's At Your Own Risk

  • nonfiction

5 Top history books like At Your Own Risk by Derek Jarman

Transform Your Habits

Where I Was From

Joan Didion

3.87

Transform Your Habits

The Society of the Spectacle

Donald Nicholson-Smith , Guy Debord

4.02

Transform Your Habits

The Garden Against Time: In Search of a Common Paradise

Olivia Laing

4.07

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At Your Own Risk

Derek Jarman

4.32

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The Sluts

Dennis Cooper

3.79

Transform Your Habits

The Faggots and Their Friends Between Revolutions

Larry Mitchell , Ned Asta

4.50

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Reynolds Price , Larry Kramer

4.26

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Garth Greenwell

4.29

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